FIRST LOVE

She was young,
Too young to fall in love.
But when she met him,
Nothing can be done,
As she was already in love with him.

They started to talk for long hours,
Forgetting day and night.
He made her feel like princess,
She was the happiest,
While she was with him.

Everytime they meet,
Heavy rain used to welcome them.
They had a very special spot to meet.
She can't stop smiling,
She can't stop starring his face,
Whenever they are together.

Suddenly one day everything changed,
They hardly use to meet.
They were so close yet to far.
There communications became less,
And time for her tears started.

She tried hard to meet him,
She tried hard to talk to him.
She cried till her tears dried,
She stood near his gate
To just get one glance of him.

She stopped looking for him.
She started to focus on her studies,
But still he never left her mind and heart.
She studied hard to achieve something,
She achieved her dream.

Sitting in her dream place,
She called him,
She asked him , knowing his answer,
MARRY ME,
He replied, I AM ALREADY MARRIED.

She lost everything,
He was her real dream,
He lied to her,
Her first love is gone,
And she is still living,
With memories of her FIRST LOVE

LIES

I started to lie,
I lied to everyone including myself,
I lied to make myself satisfied,
I lied to myself to make myself happy.

I lied about having loyal friends,
I lied about having best life,
I lied about being successful,
I lied about being handful.

I lied about having someone to love and to be loved,
I lied about having someone who cared,
I lied about having someone to hug,
When I cried,
I lied about having someone to lean,

I lied that I am not alone
I lied that they support me,
I lied that I am always happy,
I lied that I don't cry.

Caught in my own lies,
I don't know how to say truth anymore,
I don't know how to except the truth,
I don't how to make myself happy anymore......

DEATH

It's a big reality of life,
From which nobody can escape,
Death makes you peaceful,
It's a best thing which can,
Stop all your pains and suffering,

Death comes and go,
Taking away all your pain and sorrows,
It takes away everything you want to run from.
The most peaceful time I have,
Is when I sleep.

Sleep means being half dead,
Dead but with living body,
I wish death should come to me,
And hug me tightly.

I wish it to come,
And take away all my pains and sorrow,
Every moment I wait,
I wait for peace.

There is nothing as beautiful as death,
There is nothing as peaceful as death,
There is nothing as calm as death,
There is as quite as death.........

BEST FRIENDS

Once I was walking alone,
Somebody crossed my path,
We both turned to each other,
My heart said I know these person,
Her eyes said the same,
We both hesitated to ask,
We both turned back and walked away.

I reached my home,
Burt she never left my mind,
She kept on popping into my head out of nowhere,
Suddenly my mind travel back,
And flashback started.

Big class, lots of students
Gossiping, shouting and laughing,
Suddenly a person walked through the door,
Same person who crossed my path,
She was staring at me,
With a gentle smile on her face.
Then suddenly I came back to realty,
Tears started to fall,
I can feel lump on my throat,

How could I forget her,
I missed her,
I missed her to the death,
She stood by my side,
When I needed someone,
I longed for her,
And now I lost her again.

I ran and went back to same place,
Were we crossed each other's path,
She was standing there,
With her signature smile.

I asked her do we know each other ,
She said nothing,
I again asked,are you waiting for someone,
Again she was quiet,
I turned back to return,
Suddenly she hugged me from back and said,
I MISSED YOU MY BEST FRIEND

MOTIVATION

I use to cry everyday,
Thinking why I have to go through all these pain,
Why always me,
Why I am the person who always lose,
Why God hurt me all the time.

Yesterday I heard your story,
I cried More than I use to cry for myself,
Knowing my pain was nothing,
It's nothing in front of what you have gone through,
The wounds you got,
The roads you have passed.

Yours story crushed me from inside,
I learned the most important thing,
Every person think,
That there pain is much bigger,
Not knowing what others are going through,
What is there story.

If once they will explore others life,
They will come to know,
That there are people,
Who has gone through hell,
But never thought of giving up.
They are inspiration.

Your story, Your strength.
Your wounds, Your Pain.
Your tears, Your life.
You have passed through all,
Your story taught me never give up.
YOU ARE MY MOTIVATION..............

YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE

You are the only one,
Who know how to make me cry,
You are the only one,
Who know how to make me smile,
You are the only one,
Who can make me Angry
You are the only one,
who runs through my veins,
You are the only one,
who lives in my Mind,Heart and Soul,
You are the only one,
Who can control me,
You are the only one,
Who can make me jealous,
You are the only one,
Who can take away my Pain,
You are the only one,
Who can make me feel safe
You are the only one,
Who can awake a sweet innocent me,
You are the only one,
Whom i can show my true side,
You are the only one,
who can make me live,
You are the only one,
FOR WHOM I CAN DIE,
Mo matter what happen,
For Me,You will be The Only One,
ALWAYS and FOREVER...........

HOPE

Yes, I dream everyday,
I dream about having happy life,
I dream about good job
I dream to have a loving life partner,
I dream about a good health,
I dream about traveling whole world,
I dream about giving all happiness to my parents,.
I dream for making my parents proud.

Yes, I see my Dreams breaking everyday
I live Life were I struggle everyday for happiness,
I struggle everyday to find one good job,
I Don't believe in true love,
I Struggle for good health everyday,
I struggle everyday to just bring one smile on my parents face,
They are never able to say that they are proud of me.

But I still Keep on seeing Those dreams,
I keep on Believing it,
I will never give up on my dreams,
No matter how much time it break,
One day I believe,
I will get my dreams fulfilled.
And These HOPE makes me keep DREAMING..................