LIES

I started to lie,
I lied to everyone including myself,
I lied to make myself satisfied,
I lied to myself to make myself happy.

I lied about having loyal friends,
I lied about having best life,
I lied about being successful,
I lied about being handful.

I lied about having someone to love and to be loved,
I lied about having someone who cared,
I lied about having someone to hug,
When I cried,
I lied about having someone to lean,

I lied that I am not alone
I lied that they support me,
I lied that I am always happy,
I lied that I don't cry.

Caught in my own lies,
I don't know how to say truth anymore,
I don't know how to except the truth,
I don't how to make myself happy anymore......