FIRST LOVE

She was young,
Too young to fall in love.
But when she met him,
Nothing can be done,
As she was already in love with him.

They started to talk for long hours,
Forgetting day and night.
He made her feel like princess,
She was the happiest,
While she was with him.

Everytime they meet,
Heavy rain used to welcome them.
They had a very special spot to meet.
She can't stop smiling,
She can't stop starring his face,
Whenever they are together.

Suddenly one day everything changed,
They hardly use to meet.
They were so close yet to far.
There communications became less,
And time for her tears started.

She tried hard to meet him,
She tried hard to talk to him.
She cried till her tears dried,
She stood near his gate
To just get one glance of him.

She stopped looking for him.
She started to focus on her studies,
But still he never left her mind and heart.
She studied hard to achieve something,
She achieved her dream.

Sitting in her dream place,
She called him,
She asked him , knowing his answer,
MARRY ME,
He replied, I AM ALREADY MARRIED.

She lost everything,
He was her real dream,
He lied to her,
Her first love is gone,
And she is still living,
With memories of her FIRST LOVE

LIES

I started to lie,
I lied to everyone including myself,
I lied to make myself satisfied,
I lied to myself to make myself happy.

I lied about having loyal friends,
I lied about having best life,
I lied about being successful,
I lied about being handful.

I lied about having someone to love and to be loved,
I lied about having someone who cared,
I lied about having someone to hug,
When I cried,
I lied about having someone to lean,

I lied that I am not alone
I lied that they support me,
I lied that I am always happy,
I lied that I don't cry.

Caught in my own lies,
I don't know how to say truth anymore,
I don't know how to except the truth,
I don't how to make myself happy anymore......

DEATH

It's a big reality of life,
From which nobody can escape,
Death makes you peaceful,
It's a best thing which can,
Stop all your pains and suffering,

Death comes and go,
Taking away all your pain and sorrows,
It takes away everything you want to run from.
The most peaceful time I have,
Is when I sleep.

Sleep means being half dead,
Dead but with living body,
I wish death should come to me,
And hug me tightly.

I wish it to come,
And take away all my pains and sorrow,
Every moment I wait,
I wait for peace.

There is nothing as beautiful as death,
There is nothing as peaceful as death,
There is nothing as calm as death,
There is as quite as death.........