SAVE ME

Every step which I take,
Makes me feel how hard it can be,
To move forward with smile on face.
But still I keep moving forward,
Trying to overcome all hurdles which I face.

Pain in my heart,
Keep on increasing with every step.
More I move forward,
More it becomes hard to fight.

I keep on searching for someone,
Who can hold me tight,
Who can help me to pass all hurdles,
One who can save me from all pain.

I try to hold everything inside me,
But now it's becoming hard to hold,
More I try hold, more painful it become,
Please save me, save me from more sufferings.

I don't know anymore,
How long I will be able to hold that pain.
I don't know anymore,
How long I will be able to walk.
I don't know anymore,
How long I can survive.
I don't know,
Will my saver will ever come to save me.

The faith and trust inside me,
The believe and love Inside me,
Is vanishing with each step I am taking,
I wish somebody can help me get that lost things back.

I want to run to place,
Were I can shout to my heart out.
I want to run to a place,
Were I can cry my heart out.
I want to run to place ,
Were someone can hug me
And say EVERYTHING IS FINE.
YOU ARE SAFE......

INSPIRATION

When I first I came to know you,
It was just just very little I came to know.
As the time passed,
I learned lot about you.

Your story made me cry,
At the same time it inspired me,
You are the true inspiration for all those,
Who at one point think of giving up.

You fought for your dreams
You stood up for dreams of your members,
You kept fighting instead of so much hate,
You taught me how to be strong in any situation.

Instead of so much struggle
You stood up like a mountain.
You let yourself flow like a river
And fly like a bird.

The more I learn about you,
The more you inspire me.
You are a best leader,
You are a best friend any person would be blessed to have,
You are best supporter a friend can get
In one word you are just perfect.

Thank you for being born,
Thank you for inspiring me
Happy birthday Kim Namjoon
May you get everything you want in your life.....

LOVE YOURSELF

I was having battle with myself.
I hated myself that,
i cannot walk to the place I want to,
People hated me,
Thinking me as a misfortune,
I lied to myself thinking,
I am not born to be loved.

But what if I choose other way,
so that others should love me.
I will be happy if,
I become reason for someone's smile.
And I promise
I will be the best man,
Who will do everything for others.

But I know no matter what I do,
No Matter how much I do,
They will never love me.

Today I promise myself,
Before making others love me,
I will love myself,
I will cheer myself.

No matter what happen,
I will never stop believing myself.
Everything makes me realise that,
If you want others to accept you,
Others to believe in you,
Others to love you.

Then first start to believe in yourself,
Start to accept yourself in everyway,
And one thing that can change everything
That is LOVE YOURSELF.

INSPIRED BY BTS

FIRST LOVE

She was young,
Too young to fall in love.
But when she met him,
Nothing can be done,
As she was already in love with him.

They started to talk for long hours,
Forgetting day and night.
He made her feel like princess,
She was the happiest,
While she was with him.

Everytime they meet,
Heavy rain used to welcome them.
They had a very special spot to meet.
She can't stop smiling,
She can't stop starring his face,
Whenever they are together.

Suddenly one day everything changed,
They hardly use to meet.
They were so close yet to far.
There communications became less,
And time for her tears started.

She tried hard to meet him,
She tried hard to talk to him.
She cried till her tears dried,
She stood near his gate
To just get one glance of him.

She stopped looking for him.
She started to focus on her studies,
But still he never left her mind and heart.
She studied hard to achieve something,
She achieved her dream.

Sitting in her dream place,
She called him,
She asked him , knowing his answer,
MARRY ME,
He replied, I AM ALREADY MARRIED.

She lost everything,
He was her real dream,
He lied to her,
Her first love is gone,
And she is still living,
With memories of her FIRST LOVE

LIES

I started to lie,
I lied to everyone including myself,
I lied to make myself satisfied,
I lied to myself to make myself happy.

I lied about having loyal friends,
I lied about having best life,
I lied about being successful,
I lied about being handful.

I lied about having someone to love and to be loved,
I lied about having someone who cared,
I lied about having someone to hug,
When I cried,
I lied about having someone to lean,

I lied that I am not alone
I lied that they support me,
I lied that I am always happy,
I lied that I don't cry.

Caught in my own lies,
I don't know how to say truth anymore,
I don't know how to except the truth,
I don't how to make myself happy anymore......

DEATH

It's a big reality of life,
From which nobody can escape,
Death makes you peaceful,
It's a best thing which can,
Stop all your pains and suffering,

Death comes and go,
Taking away all your pain and sorrows,
It takes away everything you want to run from.
The most peaceful time I have,
Is when I sleep.

Sleep means being half dead,
Dead but with living body,
I wish death should come to me,
And hug me tightly.

I wish it to come,
And take away all my pains and sorrow,
Every moment I wait,
I wait for peace.

There is nothing as beautiful as death,
There is nothing as peaceful as death,
There is nothing as calm as death,
There is as quite as death.........

BEST FRIENDS

Once I was walking alone,
Somebody crossed my path,
We both turned to each other,
My heart said I know these person,
Her eyes said the same,
We both hesitated to ask,
We both turned back and walked away.

I reached my home,
Burt she never left my mind,
She kept on popping into my head out of nowhere,
Suddenly my mind travel back,
And flashback started.

Big class, lots of students
Gossiping, shouting and laughing,
Suddenly a person walked through the door,
Same person who crossed my path,
She was staring at me,
With a gentle smile on her face.
Then suddenly I came back to realty,
Tears started to fall,
I can feel lump on my throat,

How could I forget her,
I missed her,
I missed her to the death,
She stood by my side,
When I needed someone,
I longed for her,
And now I lost her again.

I ran and went back to same place,
Were we crossed each other's path,
She was standing there,
With her signature smile.

I asked her do we know each other ,
She said nothing,
I again asked,are you waiting for someone,
Again she was quiet,
I turned back to return,
Suddenly she hugged me from back and said,
I MISSED YOU MY BEST FRIEND

MOTIVATION

I use to cry everyday,
Thinking why I have to go through all these pain,
Why always me,
Why I am the person who always lose,
Why God hurt me all the time.

Yesterday I heard your story,
I cried More than I use to cry for myself,
Knowing my pain was nothing,
It's nothing in front of what you have gone through,
The wounds you got,
The roads you have passed.

Yours story crushed me from inside,
I learned the most important thing,
Every person think,
That there pain is much bigger,
Not knowing what others are going through,
What is there story.

If once they will explore others life,
They will come to know,
That there are people,
Who has gone through hell,
But never thought of giving up.
They are inspiration.

Your story, Your strength.
Your wounds, Your Pain.
Your tears, Your life.
You have passed through all,
Your story taught me never give up.
YOU ARE MY MOTIVATION..............